I’ve been gone so long, I’m sure no one reads this anymore. My twitter feed is forgotten and due to one again, going into hiding, I’m sure I have been forgotten as well. I once had some wonderful friends here online and I let them all slip away from me due to my own fears. A couple in particular, I hold very dear to my heart and will and still do cherish certain memories.
But I don’t want to bother anyone anymore, I don’t want to sweep into people’s lives and disappear. I don’t want to be a shadow of a person. I can’t be Jenni. I can’t be the boy, but I guess that is who I must be. I wish I had something to hold onto, someone to watch the girl, keep her here, even if only in virtual space, but I ask too much.
Thank you for visiting. Those of you who have my e-mail, I still check it, if anyone wants me for whatever reason.
*turns off the lights*
September 8, 2010 at 11:02 pm |
I haven’t forgotten you, in fact, I’ve wondered about you. Take care.
September 20, 2010 at 7:36 pm |
I hope you aren’t going to be gone forever. xoxo