Archive for the ‘Real Life’ Category

Just A Little Crush

September 20, 2010

I have some thoughts on my return later, but more on what’s on my mind now.

I see a name on IM I haven’t seen in ages.  And my brain screams, “Oooh shiney!” at me.

And then my insecurity sets in.  I don’t want to bother him.  I want him to like me.  I guess I’ll just keep quiet.

I know I’ll hear all the reasons to contact him from the folks who read.  And they’re probably right, especially as little as I see him on IM, I should take the opportunity; however, I can’t bring myself to do it.

There was a connection there, once upon a time, but life interfered for both of us for a while.  He had so much going on that had him in a bad place.  And since, I’ve pulled so many disappearing acts.

I’ll sit here and crush and my heart will swoon when he notices me on Twitter or I see his name on IM and get butterflies in my tummy.  I guess some days, I’m just a silly girl.


More thoughts…

December 16, 2009

“We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act, but a habit.”- Aristotle


Just a girl in the world…

December 15, 2009

“Tears on the sleeve of a man
Don’t wanna be a boy today…” – Tori Amos

Wow, it’s been over a month since I’ve blogged.


Another Wonderful Day Filled with Tension

November 5, 2009

My wonderful tormentor from Tuesday read my post from yesterday and decided she wanted to torment me even more.  The catch was, I was in meetings for most of the day.  Well, that didn’t stop my friend.

While in the meeting, I spent much of my time, tweaking my nipples, rubbing them and tugging on them when I could discreetly.  It was so yummy to tease myself secretly in front of all these people.  I could feel the heat radiating off my face, with how flushed I was.  I began to imagine what it would be like if they caught me and all decided to have their way with me, since I am obviously a little fuck toy, who’s best use is to be taken.  (*grin* While writing that, my nipples definitely seemed to like that thought, “Hello!”)


A Nice Painful Reminder.

November 4, 2009

I read two wonderfully erotic stories yesterday by Mina from Longing’s End and Secret Desire.  Here is the first and the second. By the end of the second one, I was lust personified. I was nothing more than “OMG Fuck Me!” in the shape of a person.  My face was flushed, I could feel the heat radiating off it.

That followed by a very intense chat session with a friend.  I was her good little foot and leg massager and was taking good care of her.  *smile* She had juices running down my leg.  She even crossed the interned divide and take some actions on myself and secretly taste some of those juices here at my desk.  My body was flooded with adrenalin.  I was speechless for a moment with how turned on I was.  And then…